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Luna Cry



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Indigo Bloom
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United States
Poems hit the reader harder when the writer cries their craft... (((.u
I've spent every night for the past month now, wondering why it is I'm still here. In other words, why haven't I deleted my account yet...Then I read this… . I won't ask to be mentioned in the comments mostly because maybe I'm not a Pillar made of heart, maybe I'm just a tool or a floormat. Most of you would say I'm not... but, after everything is done and said I can't call myself a "Community Pillar". I used to look for some sense of "fame" or worth. I used to be inspired to be as great as :iconblackgryph0n: or as popular as Wooden Toaster, DJPon3, :icondjp15: and so on so forth. But in all honesty, who am I to think I could ever be something big in such a wide spread community... Ego, "pride", and whatever else you wanna add, got the best of me I guess :shrug: I got to watch my page views dwindle from 30 a day average to 1-3 a day. Wwwowww... And here I thought that page views didn't matter to me. So stupid and naive to think I deserved to be anything in any kind of community. And so I suppose that's why I've been inactive, why I've stopped being my old cheery self, why I write the dark and sometimes grim poems, why I stopped donating to the brony community. Because in all honesty, I myself can't hope to be a shining star worth looking at in the night. There's just too many of the other stars already shining brighter than I could ever hope to be... So take this as my apology for being so arrogant, blind, prideful, and egotistical... This little light of mine has been burning a weak flame way past its due date.



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1bookfish 5 days ago  Hobbyist General Artist
... I know it's been a while since you've been active but... I really do hope you're doing okay... :huggle: 
Darkychan1 Feb 1, 2014  Student Traditional Artist
I thought you were gone for good D: 
i missed you :c you were one of my first idol when i just started to get on da.
I was sad you left but im Glad your back! ^-^
You seem like one of the most relaxing persons I've ever seen. You're great and beautiful, and don't imagine yourself to be anything less :D :heart:
IndigoBloom1 Jan 4, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Awww ^^; thank you :hug: :heart:
playa271 Dec 24, 2013  Professional General Artist
appreciate the fav :)
IndigoBloom1 Dec 24, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
It's a pretty cool sketch ((.n That and Mario's been my favorite game since I was little x3 :heart:
afletch7q Dec 16, 2013  Student General Artist
Thank you very much for the favorite! It really means a lot! ^^
IndigoBloom1 Dec 16, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Anytime ((.n I write lyrics as well. As a matter a fact I was listening to Iris from Goo Goo Dolls and I was reading your lyrics and it made me stop listening to my favorite song xD... it's obviously an attention grabber :clap:
afletch7q Dec 17, 2013  Student General Artist
Wow, that's awesome! Seriously, it really means a lot to hear that, thanks! :D
IndigoBloom1 Dec 18, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
:nod: ((.n
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