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I've spent every night for the past month now, wondering why it is I'm still here. In other words, why haven't I deleted my account yet...Then I read this www.deviantart.com/journal/Com… . I won't ask to be mentioned in the comments mostly because maybe I'm not a Pillar made of heart, maybe I'm just a tool or a floormat. Most of you would say I'm not... but, after everything is done and said I can't call myself a "Community Pillar". I used to look for some sense of "fame" or worth. I used to be inspired to be as great as or as popular as Wooden Toaster, DJPon3, and so on so forth. But in all honesty, who am I to think I could ever be something big in such a wide spread community... Ego, "pride", and whatever else you wanna add, got the best of me I guess I got to watch my page views dwindle from 30 a day average to 1-3 a day. Wwwowww... And here I thought that page views didn't matter to me. So stupid and naive to think I deserved to be anything in any kind of community. And so I suppose that's why I've been inactive, why I've stopped being my old cheery self, why I write the dark and sometimes grim poems, why I stopped donating to the brony community. Because in all honesty, I myself can't hope to be a shining star worth looking at in the night. There's just too many of the other stars already shining brighter than I could ever hope to be... So take this as my apology for being so arrogant, blind, prideful, and egotistical... This little light of mine has been burning a weak flame way past its due date.
-Bloom
Quitting
I'll be starting over on a new account, for those of you who really know me and speak to me outside of DA you'll know what to look for if you care to continue following me. Not sure when the actual deactivation date will be for Bloom but umm.... yeah. Sorry everyone, I really think you all deserve to follow someone else who's more active and better then I am. ︻┳═一 T_T *Shot cause I deserve it*
Heartbreak Boulevard Vocals (I sang a song)
eheheh ^^; so... I attempted to sing the lyrics from my newest piece called Heartbreak Boulevard. Please go here and listen.. well.. as much as you can ^^; *Slaps myself* ---> http://youtu.be/XvRKkhotAoY
Christmas Christmas Time for...
Christmas Christmas time is near
Time for...
and time for...
Christmas Christmas we can't wait
Oh Christmas don't be late!
Call me whatever but... fuck x-mas u_u it means nothing if you have not a single family member that loves you... unless you like just splurging all your money out on pointless gifts that will be ignored two days later...
Someone out there explain to me what makes X-mas so damn great... the waist of money? or the creepy ass carols from carolers or as I call them Jahovah witnesses in desquise (Oh boo, hate me for that too, I don't care). Or how about this, someone explain why I should give a shit about x-mas
Oh nooooo... I'm no one important!
Oh I just absolutely fucking LLLOOOOOVE how I can speak so much wisdom and advice to someone when they either ask or are in desperate need of help...And I also just absolutely fucking love how I'm always there supporting ppl... but do they ever say anything like... "Thanks" or "I appreciate you/it" ... naw.. let's just keep sucking Bloom's energy, her hard work, her wisdom, her generousity dry and be done with her.. I mean commmmme oooonnnn right? Who needs to think common sense for themselves and help themselves BETTER themselves when we have "such good friends" like Bloom : D ...
.... Yeah... I just fucking ranted, cause I'm sick and tired
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Indigo you are my friend. I want you to stay and make art. I love your art. Your the one who gave me a premium membership.